[y0u shut ur m0uth..h0w dare y0u say..I g0 ab0ut thingz the wr0ng way...]

2004-06-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

ok! wo0t! lama tak update diz..i lazy ah..newaez i'm back!..hmm...lotz 2 say..first ting first..BYE SYG!!s0 l0ng..farewell..d0n't eva wanna c u agian..l0l..so0 mean..okok...hmm..l0tz hae been happenning man..so0o much shit rite n0w..leceh ah wanna write l0ng2...wateva la..haiy0..well..dere's 1 ting i dun mind sayin..itz dat h0w u..ma abg!..can hurt me so0...ish!..fine!! wateva..neva knew u were lyk diz..afta all diz years..and suddenly u d0 diz 2 me! what da fuck!!..i duno wat ur up 2 k...dun c0me n give me ur crap..n st0p spreading lies man..i neva was wif u..neva will be..i onli saw u as ma abg..nth m0re..d0n't make ma life any harder den it already iz la..i really damn y0u f0r all dat y0u have d0ne t0 me right n0w..screw u la..hmph!!..oh well..on a eppi n0te..i've g0t it!what i've been l0ngin f0r..heheheh...shi0k ah..hmm..ok ah..datz all i tink i wanna say 4 n0w..be back so0n..c if i g0t da m0od.. =)
laterz...

2004-04-30T17:05:00.000+08:00
hmm...s0 fast...n0w writing an0ther testi..bl0ody hell...juz g0t off da f0ne..syg oh syg....wat da hell??!?!?...i tak faham u lagi la..lerr...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................dah cam...bingit ar...lerr....i was juz about 2 go d0wn..den da f0ne ring...n0w i no m0od nem0re..s0 i'm back 0nline la...wat else can i do.........aiya..i dun wanna sy everything out here.....i'd rather keep it 2 maself..so0o i guess diz is all.......f0r now......

2004-04-30T16:41:00.000+08:00
haish....i'm back again...newaez..past few dayz..been lyk..dunn0 la!! haish...siul sey ma life...cam nak bunuh diri..but den...lerr..why am i t0kin crap!! i sh0uld'nt be saying all diz shit!! i sh0uld n0e betta den dat...*slaps face*...keep thinkin bout stuff...u n0e..the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them...haish...newaez..l0oks lyk life juz g0es on...evven though its g0nna be hard..real hard..so0 stressed up..my life i so0 FUCKED UP!!....i'm g0nna smile lyk evrythin'g alright..talk like everything's perfect..yet deep down inside..only i will n0e h0w much "u" are hurtin me...wtf!...can't believe i still fell diz way...okok..enuf..newaez..sumting happened which brightened up ma day.."abang" tadi on his mot0rcycle..den he shout my name...walau..i thought hu sey...den i turn around..see him..semapat sey..he still g0t itme 2 stick out his tongue..haha..den i d0 back..y0u're only bad when y0u get caught...so that makes me a g0od girl, RIGHT?...hhehe...cuz i tink he saw..but he still neva say anithing..he sp0rtin lar..fun sey..hehehe...oklarz..i wanna g0 d0wn..nak g0o0o..hehe..shhh....dun tell u la...

2004-04-28T17:40:00.000+08:00
...hmm..l0ng time neva update...n0 m0od la...i lyk diz few days dunn0 wats happenin 2 me...in fr0nt of ppl i put 0n an act...happy2...deep d0wn inside..i want 2 cry ozo dunn0 h0w...i mean lyk..ppl w0n't expect 2 c me cry..i alwayz g0t attitude...den haish............live sux! l0ve sux! everything juz sux la!..i hate diz..i really d0....u n0e tt day..."u" were so0 go0d 2 me...n0w..wat happened? u say itz becuz i've been c0ld 2wards u..lyk HELLO??...i th0ught u knew wat i was g0ing thru..u off all ppl sh0uld understand..i dun care if u wanna act diz way..itz ur life.i've g0t way 2 many pr0blems aready..dun make ur pr0b my pr0b la...When i'm alone, i shed my tears ..asking myself, is this all my fault for everything that happened?
If i have done anything wrong i'm truly sincerely sorry.i'll try understand if you didn't accept my apology.i'm sorry for making your beautiful and peaceful life a miserable n uncomfortable one.sorry for everything that happened.sorry that you'll need to stuck with me. n sorry that you need to see my ugly face all the time...i juz....lerr...i juz dunn0 nem0re...i can't take it aready!!!!

2004-04-23T14:22:00.000+08:00
YEsTERdAy :
OMG!!....walau wey...saw y0u da wh0le day 2day...cair ku..*melltzzzZZZzzz*...sayang la y0u...den afta sch0ol..saw y0u AGAIN...h0w many timez sey..l0lz..den give tat *ahemahem*..kekeke..den i g0 off...den afta dat...was walkin same way as y0u...wei!! y0u n ur frenz ar..veri n0ti...keep f0llowin me...all the way until cuzway p0int..den we like layin catching...fun arz?haahha...so0o sweet la y0u...newaez...wen i went h0me..y0u online..den t0k2...den...haish...dunn0 why..i suddenly bc0me angry...s0ri kiez...oh ya..at nite... i ask my fren f0r diz n0. [ade org kacau dier..beh kwn i tu tanyerkan i t0long kcau doer tu alik arz...]..den i was supp0sed 2 be angry with him f0r dizturbing ma fren...but instead..i made a new fren..WTF!!...i ozo dunn0 how..he smangat uat intr0..l0l...tak tanyer pun...giler nyer laki tu...
T0dAY :
WTH!!...tadi pagi cikgu iswani tanyerkan i ngan rai jadi m0del...ader org datang nak ambil gambar2...abeh...kiter agree je ah...cab0t kelas...3 jam sey...feeweet!!...by the time da wh0le thing nak habis...dah 12:10..beh 12:20 sk0la nak habis...style sey...buat beg berat je..bawa buku...l0lz...beh nak ambil gambar kan...kena pakai baju melayu..beh kena p0se cam nak j0get tarian melayu..den i was lyk..h0w??? i ni bukan melayu..lagipun i tak tau p0se...kekek...beh fahmi pun ader..smangat NCC sey...dier tu..muke STOINK!!!...hahaha...s0ri la..tapi betul pe cakap i...hehehe...takpe ar..lepas sk0la ...i jumpe u!! arzh!!...beh u bagi i *ahemahem*..hahaha..beh lepas tu ader ELDDS...feeweet!! ader air-c0n sey..kiter duduk2..dgr lagu..buang masa je...=p..beh...gi FUshan....ader match!! hehehe..nanti2 i ilang ar..sal match tu...
klarz...g2g...bubyeZ!! muackz!!...hehehe

2004-04-21T17:48:00.000+08:00
what's happening to me?
why is everything is soo hard n confusing?
i don't even have a clue of what's happening right now...
i'm feeling soo damn stressful, pissed, jeolous...errgghh!!!
fuck it.
fuck it all.
i don't need anyone of you.
i don't need you to be bossy or act as if you care bout me.
i don't give a damn of what you think about me.
i hate you.
i don't give a shit if you're offended.
lerrr...sudah la...
i seriously can't take this anymore..
i don't see any solution or an end to my non-stop problems.
i don't see any use of me living in this werld anymore.
seriously..dunn0 wat 2 do0...
haishx...takpela..at least i still g0t sum1...thx 2 syg..cheered mi up abit.......wish u were here...lama tak tgk u nyer muke[ma life iz juz 2 buzy...so0o s0ri...]...tapi nasib u understand...muackx!!...newaez...i guess i've been handlin life da best dat i can...been actin happy so ppl dun suspect lar...i mean..i am the 1 hu iz always laughin..[bingai!!]makin fun of ma frenz and all....den h0w can tiba2 i jadi sedih2...haish...2 bad u all dunn0 watz g0in on in ma life...oklarz... i muz be HAPPY!!" yeay rite!"...wellz...i g0nna g0 larz...tadi dier ajak i tgk d0rang main bola...so0o i g0nna g0..bbyez!

2004-04-19T18:20:00.000+08:00
okok...i'm back...2day was standin next 2 him...[s..rul]OMG!!...wanted 2 die laughin...cuz on friday went to fushan...den waz playin double dare while watchin da guyz play soccer.. wif ma frenz..n we dared su to go n tell him..."[s..rul]..U NOT HANSEM!!!!" bwahhahaha...sial sey.beh i was lyk laughin da loudest sumore...kekeke...aniwaez..went back 2 cls...I SAW HIM!! so0o hansem!!he sittin outside hiz clas...haiz..cair ku..den afta sch0ol...waz walkin2 ard wif mas n rai..den saw syakir, fiez[kuda] n ramesh...den syakir n ramesh were lyk..EEeweeeww...so i kacau dem gay ar..dorang tgh peluk2 pe...hehe...den syakir go n pekik..."eh steph...hafiez lyk u...betul tau"..?????????????????WTF!! lyk i wanna belief...hahahahhahahahah...i dah giler man...ok..den afta dat..i went 2 da NE librabry...got meeting..kan i EXCO...*pukepuke*lolz...den go talk2..den Qihua pri. students came..den kena present...den i was lyk dizturbing diz p6 guy...so0o syg..hahaha...okok...den i went out wif mas to cwp..wanna buy bo0oks...on da way..we were lyk laughin cam budak giler..betul2 sial tau...MUAHAHAHAHHA...mas la...mulut besar man...[sowie mas...hahahaha...]..den i suddenly say diz ar.."eh..maner my destiny?lama tak jumpe sey..."...destiny iz a guy..hu i alwayz see afta scho0l...SPEAK OF DA DEVIL....he next 2 me!!!walau!!! i never see him summore!!OMG!!! i was sooo0o0o shocked...den dat mas..still can laugh2...aiy0...malu betul tau...lagi2 i tgh main2 kater dier hansem...klau dier dgr...ISH!!!okok..b4 i malapekeke nem0re...itz time 2 go0o...i wanna go0 d0wn liao...heheheh...byebyez....muackzzz!!luv ya!![u n0e hu]

2004-04-17T21:41:00.000+08:00
heyz..haish...so long neve update...newaez..i come online juz 4 awhile...n0 mo0d nem0re..syg..kiter cam drifting apart je...lerr..newaez diz iz h0w i feel...
Look at me, now, come on
Aren't I supposed to be yours?
You're surely not treating me like it
Abandoning me, yes you are
You just repeat that you love me but
You're making me cry
Speak to me, please, baby
Sweet nothings are shit without somethings
And now, you're surely not whispering at all
Just yelling, yes you are
I feel like you hate me - and I hate you
I'm just so tired and worn down
Your constant barrage surrounds me
What would one nice word cost you?
More than you're willing to spend on me
Another test, you fail again
Fuck you! Fuck you!
But no, no, I do love you
Even if you don't acknowledge it
And surely you must feel the same
After so many peaceful assurances
But I feel like you hate me - and I hate you
Just over and over again
Just you yelling me away
I know you don't hate me, baby
And I really don't hate you
And please, please
Just be the way you
that you were before

tatz h0w i feel u noe..syg ...u ni eh...i rasa kagi baik kiter st0p diz n0nsense la....i dah takleh tahan...

And all at once, a moment fast
I almost smash a glass against the floor
Is that the way I want to be?
No, I like it much too easy
And somehow I will make it hard
Hope the shards fly into me
And cut my heart - it's not that deep
It's simply not that hard to reach
But you've touched far, confusing me
Made it look as something easy

And we both know inside
That we can't let these feelings hide
But I'm on the verge of breaking down
And one more straw
Could break me down

Psychotic urges intrude on me
But it isn't the way that I should be
I bruise my arm, confused and lost
Bruise, misuse, abuse my body
And your beauty, body nude
Can't avoid a bruise or two
Would I enjoy you in painful ways?
Would I hurt you, leave you stained?
God no, hell no, my shards are mine
I won't let them cut your side

But we both know inside
That we can't make these feelings hide
I'm on the edge of falling apart
And one more straw
Could push me off

I'm on the verge of breaking down
You could break me down
I'm on the edge of falling apart
You could push me off

And we both know inside
No matter truth, no matter lies
From each other we can't hide
No matter shards or gutted hearts
We have touched each other far
We have touched each other off
And we're on the edge of falling off
We're on the verge of breaking down
And one more straw
Will break us down

One more bruise
On me and you

One more shard
To make it hard

2004-04-12T18:01:00.000+08:00
hahaha...ey0 ppl...2day...so0oo happy....saw u 2day..so0o cute!!tatz y i so0 g0od mo0d ....i tink...aniwaez...juz g0t back h0me..had da ne meeting..OMG!!...we g0nna sing n0w..n0 need 2 dance...sing!!juz now...we were singin"you raise me up"..da song by josh groban... den on fri 4 international frenship day..i emcee den still muz sing..so0o malu sey...alamak..nanti kena stage frite jugak...ciyan..hehex...aniwaez...i nyer kwn dah giler sikit...dier stead ngan p0mpuan stau hari...beh i 2 hari je..hahaha...set ar!!...ISH!!....cam takde malu je...aiy0yo...hahahaha...hmmm...klaka la skarang ni...cam..farnie...hahahha...giler la i ni skarang..haish...k sudahla..i dah mula malapakeke

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f0r y0u....y0u sh0uld n0e hu u r....maybe sum of ma frenz n0e..if ya dunn0 den dun care...kekeke...klar.z..i wanna g0 d0wn....bubyez...

2004-04-11T07:02:00.000+08:00
w0ah!! 2day iz easter......eh easter bunny??where are all my easter eggs huh??l0l...eh..i wan my ch0c0lates..mmmmmmmmMMMMmmmmm...
klarz..i g0 online early juz 4 fun..g0tta get ready..g0nna g0 out...byebyez....

"What I Like About You"

hey..uh uh huh

what i like about you
you hold me tight
tell me im the only one wanna come over tonight
keep on whispering in my ear tell me all the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you

what i like about you
you really know how to dance
when you go
up
down jump around
talk about true romance
keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you

hey uh uh huh

what i like about you
you give me 1 out of 9
never wanna let you go
you know you make me feel alright
keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
you you you
thats what i like about you...

hehehehe....nice song rite?what i like about you...lalalalala....betta n0t sing..wait later rain...bwahahhahAHHaaa...mapek je..

2004-04-10T19:02:00.000+08:00
wah!! 2day iz easter......eh eater bunny??where are all my easter eggs huh??l0l...eh..i wan my ch0c0lates..mmmmmmmmMMMMmmmmm...

"What I Like About You"

hey..uh uh huh

what i like about you
you hold me tight
tell me im the only one wanna come over tonight
keep on whispering in my ear tell me all the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you

what i like about you
you really know how to dance
when you go
up
down jump around
talk about true romance
keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you

hey uh uh huh

what i like about you
you give me 1 out of 9
never wanna let you go
you know you make me feel alright
keep on whispering in my ear tell me the things i wanna hear
cuz its true thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
thats what i like about you
you you you
thats what i like about you...

hehehehe....nice song rite?what i like about you...lalalalala....betta n0t sing..wait later rain...bwahahhahAHHaaa...mapek je..

2004-04-10T12:44:00.001+08:00
wa0h...frenz aready arzh??wateva lar...aniwaez..long time neva update?heheheh..bz...been so0o bz...i'm da emcee f0r internati0nal freindship day...dei man!!so0o malu...den sumore the ne ambass0d0rs..we tinkin of puttin up a perf0rmance…hahaha…we g0nna dance..we g0nna dance…l0l…if we can get it all ready by Wednesday…hehehe..aniwaez…n0wadayz lyk so siao la…wen has my life ever been n0rmal??
hmm..eh syg i dah tak tau pasal u ni la...u ni dah smacam je...tak happi ke pe?klau tak happi ckp je la...beh i tanyer u marah ngan i...u kate no!...abeh sal u???nak syg u pun i dah cam tak tau la...u ni eh..jgn cam ni la...klau ader sumting wr0ng ilang i je la k...i taknak gaduh ngan u tau tak...papela...i dah cam...lerrr..why sh0uld i care..if u dun care den i dun care we're n0t g0in anywhere...
okok...b4 i c0ntinue crappin..aniwaez...diz 2 weeks..CA2...muz study..den in May..got SA1...aiyoy0...s0o0 many thingz 2 do0o..so0 little time..muz sho0t that bl0ody sto0pid cl0ck aready...hhmm..diz past few dayz...ppl have been c0min back in2 ma life..i guess datz go0d rite?well...h0pe so0o...kekeke...life sux!l0ve sux! why iz everything so0o freakinn c0mplicated?...

If I ever lost you

The stars would flicker and fade

My breath unsteady

My vision blurry

I wouldn’t be ready

The faucet would only trickle

Smiles would fall

Dreams cracked

Crimson tears would stain the carpet

The light would dim

The darkness enclose

Hot colas to ash

Metal bat to everything

Shattering glass

Cracked wooden oak

I’d stumble and fall to my knees

Shiver and shake

Tears would sting my eyes

Causing me to go blind

Thoughts would run

I’d stand up

Realize your dancing up above

That you’re watching over me

I would remember your love

2004-04-03T13:09:00.000+08:00
hahaha....aniwaez..i f0und 0ut hu dat guy was in da bus..my freind's fren..l0l..hahaha..dat guy g0 n tell hiz fren dat he saw me..den da fren tell me...alamak!! mengumpat pasal i eh?? hahahaha...

2004-04-02T18:18:00.000+08:00
lerr...2day so0o shi0ok...juz came h0me..went f0r ne ambass0d0rs meeting..den g0t party..khairuls' m0m co0ok soo0o sedap..MMmmmmm....hahaha...den g0t electi0ns..den i jadi in-charge of da games secti0n..=P..all i have 2 do0 is explain da games den i get 2 play with the visitors...l0l...
den afta dat..i went f0r ELDDS meeting..i on the edit0rial b0ard..haha...klakar sey kat lit rm...hahahah...so0o aniwaez..there i was wif kak aziza..tgh reply surat f0r the evg paper...den g0t kak2 lain yg t0l0ng jugak..fun ar...dgr lagu..beh main2....den b4 go0 h0me..0(-_-)0..alif n hiz gr0up perf0rm rap...haha...ckp punyerla cepat sey..tak faham pun...hahahhaa....tapi cute la dorang...ader beatb0x jugak...
slepas tu...jln gi cuzway ngan mas...jln..beh mapek2..beh tiba2..haiqal sebelah i....hahaha...he tgh mennungang basikal...i tak prasan pun...lerrr....WAKEKEK!!
beh dah sampai interchange...beh i naik bas..siul sey...kat dlm bas kan..ader satu laki..muker cam pernah nampak...tapi tak tau dari maner ar...beh i raa dier pun cam ingat i familiar..sal dier tgk smacam beh smile..hahaha...i rasa i kenal ar..takpe2....so0o...den i walk2...den suddenly kat bawah bl0k..biler tgh jln..ader org pekik nama i...beh i urn ar0und ar...haha..terkejut sak..mat kat saner..lama tak jumper sey..beh dier skarang muker dah lagi hansem ...awww...l0l...mapek je steph ni.....
oklarz...i wanna g0o0o....go0o0o...erm...go0o0 la...hahhaha...bubyez!!

2004-04-01T17:48:00.000+08:00
WALAU!! juz as i th0ught thingz were gettin betta...n0w suddenly my wh0le freakkiiin w0rld seems d0 be tearing apart...WTF!!
lerr...sal ngan i ni seh...cam makin lame..makin...hai...tak tau la ape nak kater lagi ar..syg u marah ngan i eh? s0ri la k...i hari tu bad mo0d larz...
lyk really man..wtf...why me GoD??so0o many pr0bz...dat p0mpuan sial masih nak cari pasal..gi mampus lar..dah bape byk kali i dah kater i ni malas nak layan u..
2day neva g0o0 to sch00ol...my head was spinnin s0 damn bad..c0ould'nt m0ve sey...n0w i feel abit betta...so0 decided 2 c0me update ma bl0g....n0 m0od la want 2 type..klarz..i wanna go0o ...
realli s0ri k syg...jgn maj0k kies..
byez...

2004-03-31T15:40:00.001+08:00
ey0 ppl...aniwaez..n0w..lyk ma life gettin betta..hahah..e ppl i "wan" c0min back and i'm n0t ign0rin him n0 more..c"))..heheh...everything iz g0in juz fine xcept f0r satu p0mpuan sial la tu...tak abis2 tau...sudahla..i ni malas tau nak gad0..buang i nyer masa je...GERAM SAK!!...tgk muker kau cam nak tampah tutul..
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nvmnvm...ppl lyk dat...waste ma time..
oh ya..janau g0t minister c0me ma sch0ol..den our pe 3 peri0dz..play netball...den i waz sweatin lyk hell..face all l0ok lyk wat...den he walk pass n still can wave tau..OMG!!..malu siak...hahahaha...aiy0..i wan 2 hide ozo cann0t..h0w 2 leave the c0urt halfway thru da game..l0l...
cam giler tau..haha..tapi cute sak...pe je steph ni malapakekeke...
den..afta all dat...last 2 peri0dz of da day..g0t ge0g..den ma cher say al0t of ppl failed da last test..den i panic..c0z i did'nt really study and sum0re i damn lazy wanna c0py chapter.."LAZY GERL!!"...hahaha...den i go0o ask cher la...kp0 wat..den she say i am 1 of da highest..hehehe..kembang ar...beh she kate dat i muz get A2 f0r my mid-year exam..or she hantam me..kekekke...try ar cher..lek la..u g0o hantam sum1 elze..kekeke...

Look 2 the past
And remember y0ur smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe f0r awhile
I'm n0t in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of y0u...

haahhaa...lerr..s0o0 shweet man diz lyrics...klar...nak go0o shumwhere againz..kekke...bubyez!!

2004-03-29T16:45:00.000+08:00
hahaha...smalam malam fiez k0l i lagi...cute la dier tu...haha...kacau je..takde kerja lain kan??...kekeke..aniwaez...nyari tak abis2 tgk muker laki tu...kekeke...hahaha...sempat wave eh? c"))...hehehe...cair tau i...
la..2day was like so00o damn lame...change places in class..man..rai oh rai...haha..now n0t my partner anim0re..*s0bs0b*..sesat sey..i sit right at the back..with....jeng jeng jeng..cheng wai..l0l..lyk..omg!! n0 other betta pers0n izit?...kekeke..so0o siao..lyk s0 b0rin man...miz my old place..l0l... juz wanna sh0ut out...eh..p0mpuan sial..ingat k0 ni saper sey..dah la i tgh tahan marah sey....gi BLAH LA!!!!
ish..ish..ish..
kla...i wanna g0o0 shumwhere..dun tell y0u...l0l... heheheh...
OMG!! back..gi rumah kwn i..beh abang dier kat rumah..cair sak...hansem giler..beh he ajak i turun jln2 beh i ikut je la...takde kerja lain..beh... alamak..shi0k sia...cakap2..dah baik ar tu...tiba2..ader satu p0mpuan yg i tak suker...jeling smacam sey..jeal0us ke pe???BwahHahahaha...

diz iz fr0m sum1...inakutauniukanslaluberadadidlmhatii....WOAH!!....ahahhahha..kla..i wanna g0o0o hm...go0o d00own....byez!

2004-03-28T17:49:00.000+08:00
la hai...sial betul la p0mpuan tu..nak cari pasal...cakap la depan2 muke...jgn nak gi spread satu dunia sey...ingat org suke u eh? ish!! jgn nak prasan!! bitch betul..i dah tak kuasa nak layan p0mpuan sial cam u...gi blah suak...
dah la..tgk nak jeling..klau ko lawa sangat takpe ar...muke cam sial..ingat u je yang tau jeling org ke pe?? eh...i tgh cuba tahan tau...jgn uat i marah..ko jaga sikit la ..i geram2 i tampah muker u...u ni...dun try my patience man...ingat org kan support u eh??plz la..s0wie sikit..ko tak tau..d0rang ilang i semua yg u ni cakap...0o0o0o...ko takde kawan ar ni skarang..ko ingat u ader...2 bad..u thought wr0ng!!!

dahla...malas wan 2 write bout u ....change subject!!!

eh..hahaha..hafiz kuda kol...haha...kacau p0mpuan je...hehehe...cute la dier tu...hahah..nak datang rumah i...hahaha...uat ape sey??hahah..i taknak ar...
hahah...dier tu ilang byk benda ..hahah..omg!!haha..2 much info man...yay! cakap ngan dier atleast i happy sikit sey...eh fiez...biler nak gi datin?...hahah..l0l...JOKIN!!!hahaa...dier tu nak kacau beh start conver." hie..ni ralph...ex kau..."...yela tu..cam i percaya...mane sey i ade ex nama ralph?bwahahahahhahaha..nak tipu org pun tak pass...hahaha..takpe2..at least dier tu baik ar..cam..hahaha...nvm..dunwan 2 say aniting...kekeke...

2004-03-28T09:32:00.000+08:00
OMG!!!hahah..i to0k diz bitch test...n guezz wat..i'm 63% bitch!!lol....iz the test wr0ng or am i really dat bitchy???kekekek....dun belif sey....haha!!...eh...reminds me of diz song.."sexy naughty bitchY".."when i'm out wit ma gerls i alwayz play a bit bitchy..can't change the way i am..sexy naughty bitchy me!!"...l0lo...hmm...2day w0ke up 2 early..did my usual m0rnin' stuffz...den came online..keke...s0o boring...hmm...l0l...t0ok an0ther test...nonsense man..haha...my inner child is wat>?????ahahhahah!!nvm....lame sia...

2004-03-27T12:15:00.000+08:00
ey0 ppl...hmm...2day lyk any 0rdinary day...h0w i wish!!hai..s0o0 siao la my life these past few dayz..so0o many thingz happenin'...s0 much 2 d0..s0 little time!!!hehehe...my life lyk m0vie u n0e...u'll never n0e watz g0nna happen next...hai..h0w i wish i c0uld see in2 the future...kekeke...newaez...g2g now...g0in sumwhere...be back so0on...byez!!

2004-03-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say

Cuz I'm tryin to get today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way

Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away

Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you

.....tatz like so0o0o wat i feel rite n0w..farnie h0w my m0od change so0o0 fast..wat 2 d0..itz bec0z 0f IDI0TZ like*ahemahem*(u shld n0e hu u r!!)..st0p tellin me 2 be lyk u...i dun wan 2 be lyk u..neva will be...so00o juz g0 away!!..hai...lucky g0t sum1 2 cheer me up..and dat special pers0n iz...dun tell u!!haha..maybe 1 0r 2 of ma gd frenz n0e..heheh...keke..mapek la steph ni..aniwaez..change subject..hmmm..letz see...oh ya..OMG!! 2day i t0k 2 "dat" pers0n..den i f0und out tingz..hai..n0w i'm really c0nfused la...like so0o0 sia0..i mean..i can't get wateva u said outta ma head!! itz lyk stuck in there...

2004-03-26T15:51:00.000+08:00
U betta WatCH OUT...I'm Back!!
hey...haha..l0ng time nvr update ma bl0g...kekek...me 2 bz...aniwaez here i am!!l0l...hai..so much has happened lately...n yes...i keep running in 2 him(lol..my ex)..cam tak abis2 tau...dunn0 y alwayz c him...takde org lain ke?..la cam sial la tgk muker dier skarang..dunn0 wat he want...aniwaez..me lyk quite happy these few dayz...g0t so0o many unexpected tingz dat have happened...really changed a life..so0o0 cool C''))..hehe...

d0n't let ur head rule ur heart
d0n't let ur w0rld be t0rn apart
d0n't keep it all 2 urself
Juz let all ur em0ti0ns run free with s0me1 like me
Thatz the way it sh0uld be
S0me1 like me

i kn0w itz hard when u're feeling d0wn
To lift ur feet apart fr0m the gr0und
We make mistakes
But d0esn't everyb0dy
y0u d0n't always have to agree with s0me1 like me
That's the way it sh0uld be
S0me1 like me

We kn0w the st0ry s0 far
i kn0w what u want and wh0 u are
let all ur em0ti0ns run free
y0u d0n't always have to agree with s0me1 like me
But that's the way it sh0uld be
S0me1 like me
S0me1 like me

2004-03-21T14:11:00.000+08:00
OMG!!!u again!!
2day..hmm...nuting much la..but i keep runnin in2 my ex..(iz diz a sign??hahaha..h0pe n0t..everytime i c him..i feel so0o0 guilty..)..newaez..erm...haha..later i tell u st0wie..n0w i g2g..kekeke

2004-03-20T21:52:00.000+08:00
juz now..i went out...den was walking2 wit ma fren..den she saw diz guy..say very cute...den i t0ld her...he won't want u(muahahahha)..den dunn0 fr0m where..my ex appeared..sia0 wey..den ma fren...so0o0 stupid..g0 n ask if he wants me(she go tell wat all i say ...)den he say..."i used 2..but nvm la..now u ma best sister..."den he hug me...in fr0nt of ppl!!!AIyo!! soo0o0 sweet..but s0oo0 malu..hehehe...den i say bye...den walked off...kekekeke...he late aready..so he went off..hahha.. :P

2004-03-19T12:22:00.001+08:00
hmmm...today..wat a fucking day..lyk no mo0d sey...sebab masih hai....la...tadi ape yg telah happen tu...itz still in ma mind...it really sux ya n0e...aniwaez..diz bl0g...still freakin new...s0o0o...i need time to update...aniwaez..diz iz it so far..

2004-03-18T20:22:00.001+08:00
..2day...new day..new me..new life..i guess..hai...cant live in the past nem0re...g0tta juz let it g0 ...aniwaez..u n0e hu u r...i still g0nna miz u la...i n0e tat itz what i wanted...but den...kekeke..aniwaez..ermm..diz iz how i kinda feel rite n0w..
"I Miss You"

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

2004-03-18T18:33:00.000+08:00
fë¦¦ Ìñ ¦ú®vÈ wîth å bö¥
[y0u shut ur m0uth..h0w dare y0u say..I g0 ab0ut thingz the wr0ng way..][d0n waste ºur time 0n me u're already..]